Wanting (MS)

 What we want we lack

but what if what we lack doesn't exist

and we've been dreaming of it all these years

not knowing we've been wanting something unreal?


I remember wanting so much that wasn't possible.

I wanted summer to follow autumn

and summer to follow winter

and autumn to be summer with colours

and winter to be summer with warm snow


So busy waiting for something to end that couldn't end.

So busy wanting to be not here when the only place I was is here

and so busy wanting to be in a future when the only time I ever had was now.

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